Departure

At the time I started to love this little Singapore island, satisfied and happy, I chose to turn my back on it and go to the other corner in this world. Am I making the right decision? Yes... I truely have to trust myself.

Back to 1st September 2008 - the time I had been long waited or maybe the time I hoped it will never come (Don't know what I'm saying). As usual it was still a normal day for most of the people. Everyone was too busy with their stuffs and my lunch and dinner hours were still fully booked by my friends...haha.

After lunch (highlight - the one sitting behind Weishin like to 嘟嘴 while replying msg?)

Dinner with Kazoku + Weishin and yingyan (Why only few guys come...hmm...)

Oh...it was 6.30pm and I...had to go. Sorry everyone, thank you for coming and see you...next time. I when back to my room and took all my luggage down with ws, yy and sl. After some messy event, finally we can get in to our cab. Along the way to Changi Airport, my hand phone was started to receive wishes from all my friends but the aura in the cab was just not so right, some of them were pretending like they are very busy and one of them just fall asleep...lol. Ya, the way to Changi Airport is not short ya...paiseh. Without having much conversation with them, we reached the airport.

That was the second time I came to this place. First time was sending yy's Jacklyn 表姐 (impromptu one) and this time...was me haha.. They gave me two gifts to make sure I will miss them when I am away. I can feel the 心意 that you have put in even until now. Thank you Weishin, LYanying, Teng Seng and Sein Chyi. I love it so much. We spent our remaining time chatting, photo taking and having a memorial trip back to 10 in hall 10 time tunnel. You know, I like to watch those pictures and video clips but not now... It just make me hard to let go.

Still have plenty of time to take photos
emo-ing
Dunno lao po number what already...

Hin Fei : 我好怕 ah... Weishin : 不用怕我会掩护你 d...

What is she doing...

Bye bye

What should I say?

So...they stood up and accompany me to the gate. It was 10pm. I don't know what I can say to them. My head was blank and I was still trying to suppress my emotion. We stopped in front of the gate and still want to talk a while. Okey... I have to go... See you...after 4 months. I started to hug each of them and I saw yingyan eyes were red. She cried...weishin cried...and I just try to say some silly things to comform them and...I cried. Such a long time in my life I didn't cry in that way. Thought I can avoid to let them see that...

Thank you Lim Ying Yan, Cheah Wei Shin and Wong Sai Leong. Thank you for coming this far. Let me finish the remaining myself...

Those events after I get through the gate was just too embarrass to talk. So...skipped.

Favorite quote :
Time : 2 hours before I had departed
Weishin : Last time when I sending my friends off all the guys cry.
Don't know what the hell they are doing.
HinFei : Did you cry?
Weishin : Of course I didn't cry.

Time : When I departed
Weishin cried like baby (Have you cried like that when you break with 女神? haha...)


After taking 13 hours flight(luckily the meal was damn good) I reached Amsterdam airport. It was 2nd September. Nothing much to say because I was all alone here.

Amsterdam Airport.My Backpack and Le Coq Sportif (Not what 运动鸡!!!)
How good it will be if I earn Euro$$$ Airport map
My airline (I miss its food)

I find a quiet corner and took out my phone...Carefully, I listen all the sound records from everyone. Thank you again. I can just feel you all were sending me off without physically attended there...haha...


A lot of feeling overwhelm my heart. From the week I came back to Singapore until now, all my friends are just too good to me.

P.S. I love you all.

I don't know what is Hin Fei means to you in your very own dictionary. Hin Fei just know you are always in his mind and always trying his best to make you feel happy and blessed. =)

Waiting...

Cough...cough cough* Haiz...why this stupid thing still want to stick with me after FOC. It worried my mom when i told her it has been 3 week since i cough that badly...haha.

Today is a rainny day. The heavy pouring rain has halted me to go out and look for the missing stuff in my big big luggage. Just realised I have less than 15 days in time to stay in this place. Hmm...weird...Right now at this moment I can't feel anything inside of me. Am I suppose to be exciting? After being constantly tortured by this kiasu singapore land for almost 2 years, finally i grasped an opportunity to say bye bye to him...yeah? No, I... don't like the feeling of parting, have to leave my good friends once again just like 2 years ago but only 4 month for this time. Perhaps, I still want to stay and end all the things i want to be done...

Think...I really changed quite much after 2 years studying in Singapore. My perception, thought and expectation had made a few hundred degree twist without my notice. It is amazing. I'm a lucky child, I possess a lot of good things that other people wish to have. Wish my friend can be as lucky as I am. =) .Going to be a freshy again in somewhere else, hope I can twist few more hundred degree after 4 month...hehe.

My dear friends always REMIND me to buy them some sovenirs...I don't care I want this ah , I want that ah. Hey man, I'm going there for study purpose la, not holiday trip la. But no need you all remind, I don't eat also will get some sovenirs back to you all one. I already had a list in my mind and maybe you are in the list too...keke.

No need miss me when I'm away. Let me do that part, Bye bye.

Freshmen Orientation camp

Yeah~~I'm back. Due to laziness, I have been abandoned my blog for soooooo looooooong...Sorry sorry. In this holiday, I spent most of my time with my family and only do some trips. After staying one and a half month in Epoh, I came back to join my lovely MSA Freshmen Orientation camp in Singapore NTU. It was a really nice camp WOW...

Welcome to NTU

In the first day at 6.00 am, I woke up and preparing myself. Went out my room, walked down the stairs, stood in front of my Hall 10 office and the whole FOC orientation camp started. My role in the first day was hall senior attached, who need to welcome new freshies and help them to carry luggages when necessary, just like last year. After spamming all my energy on carrying luggages, it was already 3pm. I rushed back to my room and took a quick nap till 6.15pm. Oh no...Kwan Han and I had to take hall 10 freshies to hall 3 conventional hall to gather before 6.30pm (ws, yy, piah abandon me and go to hall 3 first).

When we reached at the conventional hall, it was crowded by all unfamiliar faces. Ya, it remind me the tense and the warm blood that kept running through my body when I was an assistance group leader last year. Now I am just a senior attached to Sai leong's group - Rysin (yeah...old
already). The first impression i get from Rysin was, hey can you guys open you mouth and talk a bit? I have been talking a lot le...haha...I think the other group face the same problem like ours group, after all there are just too less time for them to come out from their comfort zone in the first day. I understand that, cause I was them once before.

In a blink of an eye, 5 days FOC camp had come to its finale. I am so glad to see Rysin has changed so much from these 5 days. Now they cheer, care and help each other no matter what has come in to our group - united. As a senior attached, I think i did a good job on that...haha ( That's what they say).

Some of my friends weep and sick during the FOC camp, i would like to say sorry if i were not there for you...sorry. Hope everyone love this camp and learn himself better after the camp. As for me, the freshies remind myself when i was a freshy - ignorance, curiousness and shy shy. A lot of pictures flash back in my mind. 1 more month to embark my new journey, is almost the time to say goodbye to everyone. Cheers~~

Breakfast time~

Bid Bid Bid...bid back a chiffon cake (cause us 4000 pts T_T)
Old birdssss lo...

来到这里...令我想起初恋的感觉...

Beach game~

Where is Hin Fei?

Examination~ Year 2 Sem 2

After 1 month of fighting and struggling, the air of freedom is finally came back and filled up my world again...AHahHaha...I can have my normal life back...hehe...After having 4 major examation within these 2 years in my school, I discovered some weird behavior I have before every exam which everyone called them pre-exam symptom.

Pre-Exam Symptom:
4 weeks before
- Start to afraid but still not so eagle to study even can't follow up to the latest lecture progression.
- Got a rough study plan in mind. (Based on pass experience, at most, only 70% of the plan were
followed due to personal perseverance problem)
- Still very happy and don't know what was stress.

3 weeks before
- Motivated mode. Strictly follow to my study plan.
- Don't like to chat with other people. Seldom on my MSN (Concentrate, concentrate and
concentrate)
- Start to see familiar faces gathered in library and start struggling.
- Can finish revised 2 to 3 subjects.
- Happy and no stress.

2 weeks before
- Suddenly discovered that the time was not enough.
- 120% concentration. (BANKAI!!!)
- Stress level go up exponentially.
- Don't look at the price anymore when i buy anything. (Related to stress)
- Eat junk food nonstop but still very fit and handsome. (Related to stress)
- Concentration start to decrease. Seeking for entertainment, Japan drama is preferable.
- Finish all the revision. (and drama as well)

1 weeks before
- Start to do pass year questions.
- Very Saturated. Consequently , slacking, on my MSN plus bugging other people.
- Very scare, Very stress but insanely need entertainment. (I lost my mind)
- Spend Sg dollar like Mysia Ringgit.
- Addicted to online comics. Feel very guilty not to finish it first. (I mean comic)
- Yeah...finish all pass year paper (and also online comic book).

1 day before
- Last Struggle.
- Create some questions myself to scare myself.
- Finish all the revision again.
- Light insomnia (Uncontrollability think many stupid and irrelevant issues)

Few hours before
- No appetite.
- Overwhelmed by nervous.
- Don't like to talk.
- Doubting my memory space was fully utilized?
- Not so handsome and look tired.

1st paper
- Usually done badly, probably the stress stuck the signal currents flow in my brain.
- Instantly know where i get wrong and what is the correct answers for the questions ONCE i
submitted my paper. (arghhh...why don't give me one more minutes)
- Very down.
- Allow myself to slack for few hours.
- Regret to slack few hours.
- Do revision again.

Last paper
- Get used to stress.
- Usually done well.
- Very happy.
- Concentrate on what to do after exam more than exam itself.

Conclusion: Stress really spoil my life.

Slack King 1 : Playing PSP more than study in library.

Thought himself very leng zai.

However, a close up of his face will tell us, ya he is quite 'Leng Zai'

Why you want to sleep all the days while I was concentrating on study. Huh...

Wan Chia : I will cry if i get A instead of A+ [GOD]

Siew Hong : You think watch movie very easy ahh..

Playboy mascot : Bunny Hong
Siew Hong : Why I don't know how to do that question. Erghh...

Hin Fei : Nevermind la...You will get used to it d...

Chapter 3 - School assignment :Part 1

In the outset of this semester, I wished to experience different academic discipline subjects other than electrical stuffs (should I say take up some challenges...WoW) so i bolster myself and register 2 art-related subjects. Guess what? These 2 subject applications were accepted OMG. I am so damn lucky. 100++ students were fighting for each of these subjects which will only open for 32 students.

The course I took was Interactive Public Art and Media and i will reveal the other one in my coming post (keke). Interactive Public Art and Media...Hmm... sound very professional; I like it. So, I was very exciting and went to the my first class. Oh! the lecturer is Ah Mo! (After few classes, I then realized he is a jew.) Wa...can't understand 70% of what he was saying. He started by introducing the course outline and then brought us to our first interactive public art: memorial. What is memorial? According to him, it is something that you want to remember. So, he showed us those war memorials and famous people monuments and analyzed them in term of ratio, degree of interactive, meaning and blablabla...Actually it should be a very interesting course but the problem is I DON'T UNDERSTAND what he say most of the time. Haihz my English still need to be improved. However this is only the beginning.

After attended few classes, it was our assignment time! Okey, i though it will be some essay or research but i was wrong. He wanted us to create our own memorial and showed him in the form of presentation! Huh...wei....I have no sense of art and design le. How am i going to do it wo. I scratched my head so hard to think Hmm...what is the 'something' i want to remember? After spending 3 weeks to think, design and touch up, in the end here it is my memorial : Sam Tet, my secondary school!!! YEAH~ Although it is not as good as Laima's © product but i am quite happy with it (and that is how i start to use Adobe Photoshop; OMG is FUN; not because of Hamming roommate's hobby)...lol...

Introduction

Description

Final product

It really took me quite a lot of effect and time. Please click the picture to enlarge ^_^ . I still have to 2 assignments to go.To be continued...

Chapter 2 - NTU Open House

Today is my school open house with the theme: Discover L.I.F.E@NTU (where Learning Is Fun and Exciting@NTU). This grand event had took place in 3 large areas in our school and the orientations are:

Nanyang Auditorium - Showcases our research, science and technology.

The Quad and School of Biological Science(SBS) Foyer (the blue building)

SBS- All academic booths inside were used to attract those prospective students to join NTU when they reached the age to choose their university from the only 3 unviversities in Singapore ( So many heads around and i hardly moved freely)




The Quad - Present various clubs and society of our schools. A stage was set up to allow talented NTU students to have performances.

IET booth- I incharged and decorated one...haha..not bad le...

Buddhist club- WOw...the best decoration among other other booths, i think. According to them this was 菩提树 wo~~~

Actually I had watched the whole layout of NTU open house before the actual day because i was decorating my booth in the night before that day; until 12am something. On NTU open house that day, I woke up at damn early 730am which i usually don't do it on weekend. Make up myself and rushed to The Quad to check my booth whether my yesterday's hard work had dropped on to ground or flew away. ( Luckily still as leng zai as yesterday...lol).

After made sure everyday was fined, I left the booth to my committees and walk around others booth to feel the aura of the day...hmm...will soon be crowded by polytechnic students; hope can see a lot of leng lui...haha... After 20 minutes spent for 'shopping', I have to leave the place and go to library for the rest of the day T_T . I can't follow the pace of my studies ah!!!Pathetic life...

Chapter 1 - Sem Break

One week break for this sem again. This time i just managed to go back Ipoh for 5 days. No much practical stuffs i can do so i spent most of the time with my lovely family. All of my friends were still studying in their respective university.

Luckily this time Ms Lee YinCi was here in Ipoh and I finally can met her up for a short while after 1 year...hoho...She really didn't change much (mostly in term of weight kekeke). Really happy to see her. Perhaps it will take more than 1 year to see her again. Please take care ya. (and share your fat mui book for others like laima la haha...). ^_^

Just blink of eyes, I had to go back to Singapore again. Whole family was depressed about my leave. Especially my mom and little brother, they are always my hardcore fans!!! They will always be there when i came home and went back to Singapore; no matter how late and early. Haihz i also didn't feel like wanna leave.

Before I had my dinner in the last day, I sat on my father legs ( I really put all my weight on him, what a son...) and engage a small talk with him. He is really getting older and older; more and more obvious. Is very heart aching ...Take care dad...your are always my hero. ARhhhh I don't want to go back ah.