HinFei

After 7th semester

2009-12-07T20:13:00.000-08:00

Well well so I took my hands and hopefully swept away all the dust and spiderweb decorated this little shared room. Argh... I abandoned you again.

My be-a-study-boy phase has entered the final stage. Wow never thought it could be that close. Counting fingers, 18 years, ya thats is the time I spent from Kindergarten to University. From a innocent boy(bullshit) to a erm... decent young guy? haha. I guess this journey has shaped me pretty much into what I am now.

Preparation to next transition is just too annoying. Countless amendment for my resume and cover letter to cater for different company still can't get myself a job or more accurately a proper interview! Maybe I shouldn't aim too high but isn't it normal for a any normal people haha.

Last semester, my school introduced a new friend to me. We like to call him FYP. So, this adorable FYP likes to keep me away from any fun activities and family reunion but concentrate on some fruitful research and hopefully discover something that no human kind has ever know and 'suen bian' get a Nobel prize. Thats why I didn't blame him, I knew what he did is for my own good. But since I knew you, you keep on changing. I have spent my time on you more than any other yet I don't understand you. Why! Nevertheless, I still care you and love you. Shit... I miss you again... Think I should just end here. byebye T_T

For fat zai chyi : I blogged!

Finally

2009-07-22T20:36:00.000-07:00

One month...

Back to here again.

The very first time when I stepped in here, I had a lot of dreams and targets, overflowing ambitious!

My final year...

Some of my aims are still carry on, but most of them is dropped...

But I don't care.

Woke up from deep slumber, I knew and I realized...

I just wanna live without any regret...

It is very clear in my mind about the things I need to and should be done.

Finally...

One more time, one last chance...

Cameran

2009-06-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

Oh my... I am in my home again. Same questions flood the whole conversation when I get into my car.

Fat mum : Oh son, you look so thin!

Not really so slim Chai : Got mer? A little bit la...

Fm : You got eat in Singapore anot?

NrssC : If I don't eat, how you can see your son ah?

Fm : Eat more lar... If not cannot fat la...

NrssC : Okok... I try ha... (I really did trying)

Fat dad : Mum dun kacau him la... Let him rest a bit ma...

Fm : Wei drive your car. I am talking to my son.

bla bla bla...... Everything... is still the same :)

The moment I reached my home, quickly I unloaded my bag and sneaked onto my younger brother's bed without his notice and SLEPTZzzz...

Till the next day... Even though it is rather rush but I promised yong sui Chyi to bring him to little Cameran. In this very morning, together with Chyi Chyi, Noob Yong, Yuen Yuen, we fleed from this 38.9 degree celcius land and head toward our hill. Just a blink of an eye, I had finished conducting 2 hours mini roller coaster session for them...hehe. Yeah, 20 degree celcius is more like it and they began to felt the excitement and seem wanna cry (We just jump out from giant oven wat). So I brought them to eat wan tan mee to celebrate.

Shit....I look more yung sui than yung sui chyi in this photo tim

chun yuen and mun yung's lansi face

After the meal.....
"OHHHH!!!!" , yung yung shouted. "I want to eat strawberry ice cream!"
"Where wo?", we asked. "Last time when I came every refrigerators or ice cream boxes here in the stall were selling. It was so nice!" To prove his theory, 3 young and healthy fellows follow this puk gai merry-go-round all nearby stalls. After half an hours....
"WTH! Where are those ice cream", mun yung shouted it out before I do. To comfort his disappointment, I brought them to a big strawberry cum cactus farm to try our luck there. Seem like the goddess of luck laid her hand on my friend, as usual, he pushed the ice cream box's cover with utmost anticipation but this time his not so big eyes was shining. Yaya, he found it. When I went ahead and see... It was just a ice tube with strawberry flavour in a transparent plastic =_='''. WHat THe... these sticks don't even can be consider as ice cream and it was so damn sweet. I was like eating sugar. T_T... Errrr... you cheat me again. But since he treated me eat so I forgiven him. haha.

We look around in this farm and found a lot of interesting and cute plant in this place. Since we had time (we don't have money j), we took photos and chatting here.

Actually I wanted to pluck those red small tomatoes more than took photos...
Green, clean and neat

Cute Lotus and me!
Me : I saw a leng lui.
Chun Yuen : Where, where?
Chyi : Now you only see... I pose for long time ady...
Little strawberry
Me and the sky~
Look wat look?

We came back to the digital world and planned to watch some movies in the house. Among the movies we watched, a 1996 movie called "From Dusk till Dawn" was really make up our day.

From Duck till Dawn

Since this is a awarded winnning movie, so I just anyhow suggest to them even though it is an old film. The funny part in this movie is the creative way they used to killed those night zombies. Cross, sharp objects and guns? Nono... instead they used pencil, table legs, condoms filled with holy water and some customized stupid weapons. Another eye catcher in this movie is Quentin Tarantino act as a rapist, murderer and kidnapper (in short super pervert). The way he think, speak and look are so funny and out of the box. Just looking at his yung sui face and guess what will he going to do can make us laugh. These bunch of idiots (we) were so sad when HE WAS KILLED in the film....haha. However I don't really recommended this film to all my friends due to its excessive violent, sexual and horror scenes. But why we found ourselves enjoying this movie? Simply because we got Chan Mun Yung which is another pervert that love zombies and ghosts so much since I knew him and two innocent white lamb (me and chyi chyi) being constantly under his long term (yaya we 2 sat with this puk gai for 2 years) influnce.
So... we enjoy it. *GRIN*

The tea farm is our last station. Sitting there and do nothing is so enjoyable.

Got mountain got sea got leng zai

Fu Gui scone and lemon tea....
Fat lou chyi with his small eyes and smiling face

and then we go back to the oven again...
(Another cameran story covered by AhChyi)

So what next?
Badminton match:
Date : Next Week (subject to changes)
Hin Fei VS King Fei (my lansi elder brother)
He say I can't get 5 points from him. So I bet myself for RM50 if I can get 5 points from him. Support me! I will treat you a drink if I could make it...keke...

Oh ya, Happy father's day!!!

勇气

2009-06-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

终于幹掉22个星期难熬的IA了. 在建筑工地生活真的很累。不是因为忙不过来, 而是每天每天都要面对一些所谓的大人不分青红皂白的在推賒责任给别人, 保住自己的饭碗, 你死你的事, 不管我事。沉溺在这儿, 让我有一种说不出不能透气的感觉。

这就是大人们的生活; 这是我的一个老友跟我说的。丗事难了, 也许未来的某一天某一日, 天真的我不再单纯, 变得跟他们一样, 为势为利为自己。改变...是迟早的事, 未来的我是怎么样, 心里已有数了。

这个学期过得还满特别, 可以完成出国的愿望, 享受不一样的生活, 另一方面也可以在意想不到的地方工作, 尝试自己的能耐。撞撞墙, 跌跌倒, 这学期还真的特别多... 还要中招。算是喜忧参半吧。人不撞墙不懂转弯, 不跌倒不会自己爬起来, 这是我爸爸的名言, 也是他近常要我做的事。一个喜欢叫儿子撞墙和仆街的老豆, 真的苦笑不得．．．哈哈。这个学期...感觉特别深刻。自己的不成熟, 冲动, 沉不住气, 让我做了很多傻事...不知所措... 也让我不曾如此的看见自己的弱点，重新认识自己了... 哈哈. 该不该高兴呢?

划破我宁静天空的那天起... 集中力, 耐心, 包容, 冷静都离我而去... 感觉现在的我太孩子气了。不行不行, 我还是喜欢原来的我。待我回家后找回吧。好期待回家喔, 爸妈, 你的叉烧仔要回来了。

撞得佷痛, 放的很辛苦... 用华语写Blog花很多时间啦. Aih, 下次得多用一点华语写我的不落格了...哈哈 ^^。

1st Time

2009-05-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

For the first of my life... I make a try...
It doesn't turn out to be what I wish...
A little bit bitter...
But I am glad I did it...
I have no regret...

Thank you

Care

2009-04-28T21:24:00.000-07:00

Again...

What's wrong!?
What is that?

Why simple things can be so difficult....
I don't understand...

Don't care...

Home

2009-04-16T11:11:00.000-07:00

Opps... I don't even know how long I didn't pay a visit to my own poor blog.

My IA life here still...erm...bored HAHA but the life of this semester is really really cheer up. I can again pick up my long abandon favourite badminton sport every week. I can cook mee+sausages+HAMs and crap in the midnight of the day. I can get a message from them everyday to ask me for a dinner at the same time in the same place. I can see them jumping around my room, sleep anywhere like their home and abuse any little things in my room. I can laugh whispery to see others being scared by ghost movie and the person watching the movie. I can watch them tapping my keyboard so hard and still want to blame my keyboard imperfection for a music game.

Thanks, you had lighten my everyday life. It may not last, but it will always be part of my memories...

Yesterday I had heard a news from one of my best friend. There are something happened in his family. I wish he and his family could stay strong and pass through all difficulties. Everytime when i hear this kind of stuff, it makes me uneasy and....panic. It makes me weak. I can't help anyone.

Not long ago, I just came back from my dear home and see my happy fat round dad and cute nagging mom. Nothing has change, they are still vibrant and still like to talk non-stop haha. I am so so glad and hope that it will always stay the same... don't change.

I still remember, when I was small, I was always thinking to go far from my place, my home to find my own paradise. I believed there are definately some place in this world that is better, that is a place that have what I want, that is a place that can carry my dreams, my very own paradise. But after going so many places, so far from my place and when I look back... then I realise I am always staying in paradise. My home, my house, my furnitures, my bed, my toys, everything is so precious to me. I love my home.

"Nothing lasts forever..." it was once mentioned by Brat Pitt in his film called 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'. But I don't believe it. Certain things does last forever. I does see and I believe.

Sorry my friend, now I only update my blog...haha...

P.S. to my friend : All da best in the exam!!!

City of ancient GOD

2008-11-07T08:15:00.000-08:00

So what the hell Hin Fei was doing recently???

One week ago, I just finished my first ever paper in Finland at the end of October . Although it was just one subject but I still paid a lot of effort to it, so think I still can manage to pass this subject without much worry. Once I had done the exam, I rushed to the computer room and printed out all the information about Athens, Greece. Why? because I am going there next morning...wow...my first little trip. T_T (at last)

In the night, my 2 China friends and I went to Helsinki, Finland airport and stayed for one night, waiting anticipatedly, at least I am...After taking 8 hours air time included transfering and waiting, me finally get to Athens, Greece. Once we set our foot into the airport...hmm...not so good impression...it look more lousy than Malaysia airport - everything look old, can't find information center and even the luggage trolleys that suppose to be free also need to pay Euro 2. @_@

The temperature here was around 25 degree celsius, oh it made me missed my Malaysia damn much. I knew Finland will be around 4-5 degree celsius when I go back, almost going to snow... Along the way to Athens, buildings and streets look quite obsolete. I don't even have mood to take any photos of it...haha...It is a rather poor country compare with other Europe places.... After we reached the city, we started to find our hostel we booked while wandering around. It was around 5pm after we settled down in our hostel. Not much things we can do....so wandering the streets beside the hostel again...Didn't feel any excitement yet, hope tomorrow will be better...

Day 1 - Acropolis

Our schedule today was going to visit those ancient rocks left 5000 years ago...Hmm worth take a look...Those ancient rocks and buildings are scattered around a tiny mountain and itself which they called Acropolis.

This is the mountain I mentioned

Since that mountain is so damn obvious, we even can see it from our hostel, so we just walked there without using my black and white google-earth-printed map.

Oh...first 'rock' spotted...This place called Agora something...(can't remember)

Of course must take a picture...

Start to feel the excitement yeah...After 3 hours, we....

Along the way to the mountain...nice weather...

Scenery on my left hand side

Reached!!! Posture of successful...

After spending so many energy and time to come here, nice weather + nice scenery that can only see from book, of course need to take many many pictures to compensate...

My friends and me! Feel like the scene is better without me...haha
Lan-emo-ing Part I -What my friends are doing now in NTU...Hmm...

I spent 5 hours to find out all the scattered spots in Athens. Walked until tired and hungry...So lets called it a day with my dinner...

Me look so thin gam ge....

Day 2 - Delphi
After spending 3.5 hours to come to this place...we went to see rocks again?! I also don't know why I suddenly like 'rocks' so much...This time they are placed at the mountain in a rural area...

Holding 2 pillars with only one of my mighty handSmall churchThis is not me...normally I won't do this pose...
Most magnificent from top...

We finished all the museum and stuff within 5 hours, watched too much rocks...a little bit saturated... So lets call it a day again....

Which country have you been? (Along the way back)

Lan-emo-ing Part II -今晚的月亮代表誰的心?Hmm...

Day 3 - Budge seaside picnic
Today we just don't want to be so rush...We want to have more relax schedule...so we choose to go to the port in Athens...so...

We buy fruits and food from this market just outside our hostel
After 1 hour mrt-ing...seaside spotted!!! However we still have many time...so we walked...
After tired of walking, we are finding place to rest....and we saw this church...
Sneak behind this church and ate our fruits...
Lan-emo-ing Part III -Are they studying now...Hmm...hahaha...

Wow...Finally a nice picnic spot was found...
Before picnic... Curi-curi took photo with this Ah bak...hehe...
Lets started the party...
Budget lunch...
饱 jo!!! (Rejuvenated State)

We stayed there and talked cock till all the people around us was gone...Think we should go back now...haha...That's the end of my 4 days 3 nights trip...

I know this time...this moment everyone is mugging like what I always did in every semester...
This time...this semester...I can't physically join this battle with you all but please remember you will always have my mental support...Lets show them something!!!Gogogo....

All the Best!!!

Somewhere

2008-09-06T13:17:00.000-07:00

So now I am in Finland...HOho...

When I reached Helsinki airport in Finland, it was cold and was raining. A Finnish girl came to picked me up(luckily) and sent me to my lovely(so-called) University, Helsinki University of Technology. Along the way, we were having some conversation and I looking out to see this land occasionally.

I was taken to few spots to do my administration stuffs and eventually I got my chance to go back to my room to unload my luggage. Wow...a single room.

When I opened my door...Waaaa....

Wah....wa.....

Waaaahh....wa.....wahhh.....
mm...enough...

My first impression of this room. Erhem of course, Jeng!!! Just love the scene outside my room. So I unpacked my luggage and colonize this little space.

My 4 month deluxe suite.

What I see every morning.

Someone say the background is picture. (I won't tell you was sai leong said one)

Me lo.

The lake just outside my room

Been there for few time when I feel down and boring...

Feel quite boring in the first few weeks, always walk and eat alone. Stress started to spore when I realized almost all the registered courses are master course subject. OMGGGgggg...no wonder my course mate look so old. Moreover, one of my lecturer don't give out his lecture slide and his lecturing style also have some problems. His english is not so good(OK this one I can forgive him) but he will simply skip some slide and say:"Emm...this one...I don't understand...*taptap*... ". Waaa....you...you...This was the first lecture I have in this University after this lecture I rushed to the main library and borrow a text book to mug. I think I am so much more hardworking (Reluectantly...I thought I came here to enjoy?!!) than I am in NTU haha...

The days here is just not as good as other people(you lo) think. I didn't go out play too much because it is too costly. Not yet been any country because my school has started already. Didn't eat too much canteen food because they closed at 5pm(this one really &*^%$#@%, is making me mad).

Usual meal in my canteen - 2.6 Euro (Quite sick with salad now)

This moment, I realize actually NTU is a very VERY nice school. Still remember sometime I will complain NTU this and that but now I know I just didn't appreciate what I have and when it was gone...luckily it is still no too late haha...Having this in mind, I seldom complain my life here again and start to remind myself how lucky I am to be here...yaya. Tough course??? Study more lo. No canteen?? Cook myself lo.(I have been my own tester all this while) Haven't go somewhere to play? Buy jo airticket lo...ahahahahaha....

Sometimes, the egg was burned. But I also have to eat T_T

Teng Seng use webcam to teach me to make Omelet...Touched...

Our 'Distance'

Missing the sun because here...I seldom see the sun.
Missing my mom because ...I just realized how great she is and feel regret now....
Missing your smile because people here...seldom sincerely smile with me.

Departure

2008-09-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

At the time I started to love this little Singapore island, satisfied and happy, I chose to turn my back on it and go to the other corner in this world. Am I making the right decision? Yes... I truely have to trust myself.

Back to 1st September 2008 - the time I had been long waited or maybe the time I hoped it will never come (Don't know what I'm saying). As usual it was still a normal day for most of the people. Everyone was too busy with their stuffs and my lunch and dinner hours were still fully booked by my friends...haha.

After lunch (highlight - the one sitting behind Weishin like to 嘟嘴 while replying msg?)

Dinner with Kazoku + Weishin and yingyan (Why only few guys come...hmm...)

Oh...it was 6.30pm and I...had to go. Sorry everyone, thank you for coming and see you...next time. I when back to my room and took all my luggage down with ws, yy and sl. After some messy event, finally we can get in to our cab. Along the way to Changi Airport, my hand phone was started to receive wishes from all my friends but the aura in the cab was just not so right, some of them were pretending like they are very busy and one of them just fall asleep...lol. Ya, the way to Changi Airport is not short ya...paiseh. Without having much conversation with them, we reached the airport.

That was the second time I came to this place. First time was sending yy's Jacklyn 表姐 (impromptu one) and this time...was me haha.. They gave me two gifts to make sure I will miss them when I am away. I can feel the 心意 that you have put in even until now. Thank you Weishin, LYanying, Teng Seng and Sein Chyi. I love it so much. We spent our remaining time chatting, photo taking and having a memorial trip back to 10 in hall 10 time tunnel. You know, I like to watch those pictures and video clips but not now... It just make me hard to let go.

Still have plenty of time to take photos
emo-ing
Dunno lao po number what already...

Hin Fei : 我好怕 ah... Weishin : 不用怕我会掩护你 d...

What is she doing...

Bye bye

What should I say?

So...they stood up and accompany me to the gate. It was 10pm. I don't know what I can say to them. My head was blank and I was still trying to suppress my emotion. We stopped in front of the gate and still want to talk a while. Okey... I have to go... See you...after 4 months. I started to hug each of them and I saw yingyan eyes were red. She cried...weishin cried...and I just try to say some silly things to comform them and...I cried. Such a long time in my life I didn't cry in that way. Thought I can avoid to let them see that...

Thank you Lim Ying Yan, Cheah Wei Shin and Wong Sai Leong. Thank you for coming this far. Let me finish the remaining myself...

Those events after I get through the gate was just too embarrass to talk. So...skipped.

Favorite quote :
Time : 2 hours before I had departed
Weishin : Last time when I sending my friends off all the guys cry.
Don't know what the hell they are doing.
HinFei : Did you cry?
Weishin : Of course I didn't cry.

Time : When I departed
Weishin cried like baby (Have you cried like that when you break with 女神? haha...)

After taking 13 hours flight(luckily the meal was damn good) I reached Amsterdam airport. It was 2nd September. Nothing much to say because I was all alone here.

Amsterdam Airport.My Backpack and Le Coq Sportif (Not what 运动鸡!!!)
How good it will be if I earn Euro$$$ Airport map
My airline (I miss its food)

I find a quiet corner and took out my phone...Carefully, I listen all the sound records from everyone. Thank you again. I can just feel you all were sending me off without physically attended there...haha...

A lot of feeling overwhelm my heart. From the week I came back to Singapore until now, all my friends are just too good to me.

P.S. I love you all.

I don't know what is Hin Fei means to you in your very own dictionary. Hin Fei just know you are always in his mind and always trying his best to make you feel happy and blessed. =)

Waiting...

2008-08-17T21:07:00.000-07:00

Cough...cough cough* Haiz...why this stupid thing still want to stick with me after FOC. It worried my mom when i told her it has been 3 week since i cough that badly...haha.

Today is a rainny day. The heavy pouring rain has halted me to go out and look for the missing stuff in my big big luggage. Just realised I have less than 15 days in time to stay in this place. Hmm...weird...Right now at this moment I can't feel anything inside of me. Am I suppose to be exciting? After being constantly tortured by this kiasu singapore land for almost 2 years, finally i grasped an opportunity to say bye bye to him...yeah? No, I... don't like the feeling of parting, have to leave my good friends once again just like 2 years ago but only 4 month for this time. Perhaps, I still want to stay and end all the things i want to be done...

Think...I really changed quite much after 2 years studying in Singapore. My perception, thought and expectation had made a few hundred degree twist without my notice. It is amazing. I'm a lucky child, I possess a lot of good things that other people wish to have. Wish my friend can be as lucky as I am. =) .Going to be a freshy again in somewhere else, hope I can twist few more hundred degree after 4 month...hehe.

My dear friends always REMIND me to buy them some sovenirs...I don't care I want this ah , I want that ah. Hey man, I'm going there for study purpose la, not holiday trip la. But no need you all remind, I don't eat also will get some sovenirs back to you all one. I already had a list in my mind and maybe you are in the list too...keke.

No need miss me when I'm away. Let me do that part, Bye bye.

Freshmen Orientation camp

2008-07-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah~~I'm back. Due to laziness, I have been abandoned my blog for soooooo looooooong...Sorry sorry. In this holiday, I spent most of my time with my family and only do some trips. After staying one and a half month in Epoh, I came back to join my lovely MSA Freshmen Orientation camp in Singapore NTU. It was a really nice camp WOW...

Welcome to NTU

In the first day at 6.00 am, I woke up and preparing myself. Went out my room, walked down the stairs, stood in front of my Hall 10 office and the whole FOC orientation camp started. My role in the first day was hall senior attached, who need to welcome new freshies and help them to carry luggages when necessary, just like last year. After spamming all my energy on carrying luggages, it was already 3pm. I rushed back to my room and took a quick nap till 6.15pm. Oh no...Kwan Han and I had to take hall 10 freshies to hall 3 conventional hall to gather before 6.30pm (ws, yy, piah abandon me and go to hall 3 first).

When we reached at the conventional hall, it was crowded by all unfamiliar faces. Ya, it remind me the tense and the warm blood that kept running through my body when I was an assistance group leader last year. Now I am just a senior attached to Sai leong's group - Rysin (yeah...old
already). The first impression i get from Rysin was, hey can you guys open you mouth and talk a bit? I have been talking a lot le...haha...I think the other group face the same problem like ours group, after all there are just too less time for them to come out from their comfort zone in the first day. I understand that, cause I was them once before.

In a blink of an eye, 5 days FOC camp had come to its finale. I am so glad to see Rysin has changed so much from these 5 days. Now they cheer, care and help each other no matter what has come in to our group - united. As a senior attached, I think i did a good job on that...haha ( That's what they say).

Some of my friends weep and sick during the FOC camp, i would like to say sorry if i were not there for you...sorry. Hope everyone love this camp and learn himself better after the camp. As for me, the freshies remind myself when i was a freshy - ignorance, curiousness and shy shy. A lot of pictures flash back in my mind. 1 more month to embark my new journey, is almost the time to say goodbye to everyone. Cheers~~

Breakfast time~

Bid Bid Bid...bid back a chiffon cake (cause us 4000 pts T_T)
Old birdssss lo...

来到这里...令我想起初恋的感觉...

Beach game~

Where is Hin Fei?

Examination~ Year 2 Sem 2

2008-05-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

After 1 month of fighting and struggling, the air of freedom is finally came back and filled up my world again...AHahHaha...I can have my normal life back...hehe...After having 4 major examation within these 2 years in my school, I discovered some weird behavior I have before every exam which everyone called them pre-exam symptom.

Pre-Exam Symptom:
4 weeks before
- Start to afraid but still not so eagle to study even can't follow up to the latest lecture progression.
- Got a rough study plan in mind. (Based on pass experience, at most, only 70% of the plan were
followed due to personal perseverance problem)
- Still very happy and don't know what was stress.

3 weeks before
- Motivated mode. Strictly follow to my study plan.
- Don't like to chat with other people. Seldom on my MSN (Concentrate, concentrate and
concentrate)
- Start to see familiar faces gathered in library and start struggling.
- Can finish revised 2 to 3 subjects.
- Happy and no stress.

2 weeks before
- Suddenly discovered that the time was not enough.
- 120% concentration. (BANKAI!!!)
- Stress level go up exponentially.
- Don't look at the price anymore when i buy anything. (Related to stress)
- Eat junk food nonstop but still very fit and handsome. (Related to stress)
- Concentration start to decrease. Seeking for entertainment, Japan drama is preferable.
- Finish all the revision. (and drama as well)

1 weeks before
- Start to do pass year questions.
- Very Saturated. Consequently , slacking, on my MSN plus bugging other people.
- Very scare, Very stress but insanely need entertainment. (I lost my mind)
- Spend Sg dollar like Mysia Ringgit.
- Addicted to online comics. Feel very guilty not to finish it first. (I mean comic)
- Yeah...finish all pass year paper (and also online comic book).

1 day before
- Last Struggle.
- Create some questions myself to scare myself.
- Finish all the revision again.
- Light insomnia (Uncontrollability think many stupid and irrelevant issues)

Few hours before
- No appetite.
- Overwhelmed by nervous.
- Don't like to talk.
- Doubting my memory space was fully utilized?
- Not so handsome and look tired.

1st paper
- Usually done badly, probably the stress stuck the signal currents flow in my brain.
- Instantly know where i get wrong and what is the correct answers for the questions ONCE i
submitted my paper. (arghhh...why don't give me one more minutes)
- Very down.
- Allow myself to slack for few hours.
- Regret to slack few hours.
- Do revision again.

Last paper
- Get used to stress.
- Usually done well.
- Very happy.
- Concentrate on what to do after exam more than exam itself.

Conclusion: Stress really spoil my life.

Slack King 1 : Playing PSP more than study in library.

Thought himself very leng zai.

However, a close up of his face will tell us, ya he is quite 'Leng Zai'

Why you want to sleep all the days while I was concentrating on study. Huh...

Wan Chia : I will cry if i get A instead of A+ [GOD]

Siew Hong : You think watch movie very easy ahh..

Playboy mascot : Bunny Hong
Siew Hong : Why I don't know how to do that question. Erghh...

Hin Fei : Nevermind la...You will get used to it d...

Chapter 3 - School assignment :Part 1

2008-03-14T20:39:00.000-07:00

In the outset of this semester, I wished to experience different academic discipline subjects other than electrical stuffs (should I say take up some challenges...WoW) so i bolster myself and register 2 art-related subjects. Guess what? These 2 subject applications were accepted OMG. I am so damn lucky. 100++ students were fighting for each of these subjects which will only open for 32 students.

The course I took was Interactive Public Art and Media and i will reveal the other one in my coming post (keke). Interactive Public Art and Media...Hmm... sound very professional; I like it. So, I was very exciting and went to the my first class. Oh! the lecturer is Ah Mo! (After few classes, I then realized he is a jew.) Wa...can't understand 70% of what he was saying. He started by introducing the course outline and then brought us to our first interactive public art: memorial. What is memorial? According to him, it is something that you want to remember. So, he showed us those war memorials and famous people monuments and analyzed them in term of ratio, degree of interactive, meaning and blablabla...Actually it should be a very interesting course but the problem is I DON'T UNDERSTAND what he say most of the time. Haihz my English still need to be improved. However this is only the beginning.

After attended few classes, it was our assignment time! Okey, i though it will be some essay or research but i was wrong. He wanted us to create our own memorial and showed him in the form of presentation! Huh...wei....I have no sense of art and design le. How am i going to do it wo. I scratched my head so hard to think Hmm...what is the 'something' i want to remember? After spending 3 weeks to think, design and touch up, in the end here it is my memorial : Sam Tet, my secondary school!!! YEAH~ Although it is not as good as Laima's © product but i am quite happy with it (and that is how i start to use Adobe Photoshop; OMG is FUN; not because of Hamming roommate's hobby)...lol...

Introduction

Description

Final product

It really took me quite a lot of effect and time. Please click the picture to enlarge ^_^ . I still have to 2 assignments to go.To be continued...

Chapter 2 - NTU Open House

2008-03-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

Today is my school open house with the theme: Discover L.I.F.E@NTU (where Learning Is Fun and Exciting@NTU). This grand event had took place in 3 large areas in our school and the orientations are:

Nanyang Auditorium - Showcases our research, science and technology.

The Quad and School of Biological Science(SBS) Foyer (the blue building)

SBS- All academic booths inside were used to attract those prospective students to join NTU when they reached the age to choose their university from the only 3 unviversities in Singapore ( So many heads around and i hardly moved freely)

The Quad - Present various clubs and society of our schools. A stage was set up to allow talented NTU students to have performances.

IET booth- I incharged and decorated one...haha..not bad le...

Buddhist club- WOw...the best decoration among other other booths, i think. According to them this was 菩提树 wo~~~

Actually I had watched the whole layout of NTU open house before the actual day because i was decorating my booth in the night before that day; until 12am something. On NTU open house that day, I woke up at damn early 730am which i usually don't do it on weekend. Make up myself and rushed to The Quad to check my booth whether my yesterday's hard work had dropped on to ground or flew away. ( Luckily still as leng zai as yesterday...lol).

After made sure everyday was fined, I left the booth to my committees and walk around others booth to feel the aura of the day...hmm...will soon be crowded by polytechnic students; hope can see a lot of leng lui...haha... After 20 minutes spent for 'shopping', I have to leave the place and go to library for the rest of the day T_T . I can't follow the pace of my studies ah!!!Pathetic life...

Chapter 1 - Sem Break

2008-03-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

One week break for this sem again. This time i just managed to go back Ipoh for 5 days. No much practical stuffs i can do so i spent most of the time with my lovely family. All of my friends were still studying in their respective university.

Luckily this time Ms Lee YinCi was here in Ipoh and I finally can met her up for a short while after 1 year...hoho...She really didn't change much (mostly in term of weight kekeke). Really happy to see her. Perhaps it will take more than 1 year to see her again. Please take care ya. (and share your fat mui book for others like laima la haha...). ^_^

Just blink of eyes, I had to go back to Singapore again. Whole family was depressed about my leave. Especially my mom and little brother, they are always my hardcore fans!!! They will always be there when i came home and went back to Singapore; no matter how late and early. Haihz i also didn't feel like wanna leave.

Before I had my dinner in the last day, I sat on my father legs ( I really put all my weight on him, what a son...) and engage a small talk with him. He is really getting older and older; more and more obvious. Is very heart aching ...Take care dad...your are always my hero. ARhhhh I don't want to go back ah.

Prelude ~Opening~

2008-02-28T20:23:00.000-08:00

After long consideration, finally i made up my mind to revive my blog again. In a brand new place with all my friends together-blogspot...yeah~pok pok. It seem like most of my blogging friends have some common purposes they hope to achieve through blogging. They wish to improve their english proficiency, share their meaningful life with all friends and earn some money! (So far it is only apply to Mr Chyi's case).

Yaya, that is what i want!!! Last time i was too lazy (i guess) and often took busy as my excuse, moreover no friends left me comments (so this time remember to leave comments la) so eventually i gave out blogging. Not to mention, i even forgot i have a blog as well. This time i hope my passion can preserve and friends, please support me ya. Okey, lets embark our exciting and adventurous journey...yihaaa~~~~