Somewhere

So now I am in Finland...HOho...

When I reached Helsinki airport in Finland, it was cold and was raining. A Finnish girl came to picked me up(luckily) and sent me to my lovely(so-called) University, Helsinki University of Technology. Along the way, we were having some conversation and I looking out to see this land occasionally.

I was taken to few spots to do my administration stuffs and eventually I got my chance to go back to my room to unload my luggage. Wow...a single room.

When I opened my door...Waaaa....

Wah....wa.....

Waaaahh....wa.....wahhh.....
mm...enough...

My first impression of this room. Erhem of course, Jeng!!! Just love the scene outside my room. So I unpacked my luggage and colonize this little space.

My 4 month deluxe suite.

What I see every morning.

Someone say the background is picture. (I won't tell you was sai leong said one)

Me lo.

The lake just outside my room

Been there for few time when I feel down and boring...

Feel quite boring in the first few weeks, always walk and eat alone. Stress started to spore when I realized almost all the registered courses are master course subject. OMGGGgggg...no wonder my course mate look so old. Moreover, one of my lecturer don't give out his lecture slide and his lecturing style also have some problems. His english is not so good(OK this one I can forgive him) but he will simply skip some slide and say:"Emm...this one...I don't understand...*taptap*... ". Waaa....you...you...This was the first lecture I have in this University after this lecture I rushed to the main library and borrow a text book to mug. I think I am so much more hardworking (Reluectantly...I thought I came here to enjoy?!!) than I am in NTU haha...

The days here is just not as good as other people(you lo) think. I didn't go out play too much because it is too costly. Not yet been any country because my school has started already. Didn't eat too much canteen food because they closed at 5pm(this one really &*^%$#@%, is making me mad).

Usual meal in my canteen - 2.6 Euro (Quite sick with salad now)

This moment, I realize actually NTU is a very VERY nice school. Still remember sometime I will complain NTU this and that but now I know I just didn't appreciate what I have and when it was gone...luckily it is still no too late haha...Having this in mind, I seldom complain my life here again and start to remind myself how lucky I am to be here...yaya. Tough course??? Study more lo. No canteen?? Cook myself lo.(I have been my own tester all this while) Haven't go somewhere to play? Buy jo airticket lo...ahahahahaha....

Sometimes, the egg was burned. But I also have to eat T_T

Teng Seng use webcam to teach me to make Omelet...Touched...

Our 'Distance'



Missing the sun because here...I seldom see the sun.
Missing my mom because ...I just realized how great she is and feel regret now....
Missing your smile because people here...seldom sincerely smile with me.

Departure

At the time I started to love this little Singapore island, satisfied and happy, I chose to turn my back on it and go to the other corner in this world. Am I making the right decision? Yes... I truely have to trust myself.

Back to 1st September 2008 - the time I had been long waited or maybe the time I hoped it will never come (Don't know what I'm saying). As usual it was still a normal day for most of the people. Everyone was too busy with their stuffs and my lunch and dinner hours were still fully booked by my friends...haha.

After lunch (highlight - the one sitting behind Weishin like to 嘟嘴 while replying msg?)

Dinner with Kazoku + Weishin and yingyan (Why only few guys come...hmm...)

Oh...it was 6.30pm and I...had to go. Sorry everyone, thank you for coming and see you...next time. I when back to my room and took all my luggage down with ws, yy and sl. After some messy event, finally we can get in to our cab. Along the way to Changi Airport, my hand phone was started to receive wishes from all my friends but the aura in the cab was just not so right, some of them were pretending like they are very busy and one of them just fall asleep...lol. Ya, the way to Changi Airport is not short ya...paiseh. Without having much conversation with them, we reached the airport.

That was the second time I came to this place. First time was sending yy's Jacklyn 表姐 (impromptu one) and this time...was me haha.. They gave me two gifts to make sure I will miss them when I am away. I can feel the 心意 that you have put in even until now. Thank you Weishin, LYanying, Teng Seng and Sein Chyi. I love it so much. We spent our remaining time chatting, photo taking and having a memorial trip back to 10 in hall 10 time tunnel. You know, I like to watch those pictures and video clips but not now... It just make me hard to let go.

Still have plenty of time to take photos
emo-ing
Dunno lao po number what already...

Hin Fei : 我好怕 ah... Weishin : 不用怕我会掩护你 d...

What is she doing...

Bye bye

What should I say?

So...they stood up and accompany me to the gate. It was 10pm. I don't know what I can say to them. My head was blank and I was still trying to suppress my emotion. We stopped in front of the gate and still want to talk a while. Okey... I have to go... See you...after 4 months. I started to hug each of them and I saw yingyan eyes were red. She cried...weishin cried...and I just try to say some silly things to comform them and...I cried. Such a long time in my life I didn't cry in that way. Thought I can avoid to let them see that...

Thank you Lim Ying Yan, Cheah Wei Shin and Wong Sai Leong. Thank you for coming this far. Let me finish the remaining myself...

Those events after I get through the gate was just too embarrass to talk. So...skipped.

Favorite quote :
Time : 2 hours before I had departed
Weishin : Last time when I sending my friends off all the guys cry.
Don't know what the hell they are doing.
HinFei : Did you cry?
Weishin : Of course I didn't cry.

Time : When I departed
Weishin cried like baby (Have you cried like that when you break with 女神? haha...)


After taking 13 hours flight(luckily the meal was damn good) I reached Amsterdam airport. It was 2nd September. Nothing much to say because I was all alone here.

Amsterdam Airport.My Backpack and Le Coq Sportif (Not what 运动鸡!!!)
How good it will be if I earn Euro$$$ Airport map
My airline (I miss its food)

I find a quiet corner and took out my phone...Carefully, I listen all the sound records from everyone. Thank you again. I can just feel you all were sending me off without physically attended there...haha...


A lot of feeling overwhelm my heart. From the week I came back to Singapore until now, all my friends are just too good to me.

P.S. I love you all.

I don't know what is Hin Fei means to you in your very own dictionary. Hin Fei just know you are always in his mind and always trying his best to make you feel happy and blessed. =)